that's a look from my thesis 2009.

i miss designing so much sometimes.

fuuu...ck.

this is yama-san from tokyobopper. i am obgsuohui@#$@%huohobsessed with her. her style is so consistent. punk, dada, cdg, street, harajuku, boy george, ballerina, awkardly perfect. and her hair is also. but she gets a slightly different style cut every few months. amazing. i think i need to be as disposable with my look as much as her. because in the end, i will be me.

some shoes that i must get asap from their store. one time a guy came into my store and had the black boot version and i told him how much i like them. literally, he took them right off and let me try them on. no heels for me.

platforms are so good, if done right. i gotta remind myself to bring my other sneaks to boris to get some height.

remember these from my thesis?? chea.

nom

hello

lulu was kind of enough to do a little entry on my collec. ♡♡ i really should post about it, but i am currently crystallizing some shoulder pads for another presentation i have on friday!

but i'll leave you with some hair.

steph hair and mermaid hair

xxx

besides school

thesis presentations are over! i will elaborate later on this, but it was just madness!! but it all happened so fast...but slow. i dont know. i miss it already.
it feels like i have just come back from war, although i don't really know what that truly feels like. this year's been like i've been put into this insane world and programmed, or rather trained to live this certain way, and now i don't know how to really be real life human. it's been kind of hard to act normal- even though i've never been normal. hah ha... the sun is making me happy but i really do feel like i need to go to rehab.

other than thesis, i still have one more big project due this week. i have to crystalize 1000+ swarovski's on a garment that's not made yet. so wish me luck.

also herve leger was nice enough to have me back this year.




i know, so not my steez. but it's good to be in a different mood sometimes.

xxx

never mind I'll remember you this way.

when it's stressful- i will try and concentrate for as long as possible, and then take facebook, blog, e-mail, youtube breaks every so often. i wouldn't say i'm addicted. i'm reliant on to anything that will distract me from tedious work. it's escapism.

anyways- it doesn't look like i will be sleeping too comfortably anytime soon.



i know i will miss this moment, but i 2% want this to be over just so i can stop adding things to my collection! i was never good at decision making, but i can't help it. i just want everything.

thanks to facebook it seems that everyone is watching some sport event. on the other side of the world , aka california, are all rooting for japan or korea which means its either soccer or baseball. but i didn't even know that was going on. i only know that i have 12 days.



xxx

a preview

claire wearing one of my tops and a headpiece for my collectionnnnn.

:)

xxx

ps http://www.hintmag.com/jetsetera/jetsetera.php

she's all alone!

this is one of my looks from my thesis collection!
right now i am doing flats for something else, & i'm really antsy!
i can't draw straight lines :(

xxx