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so many things i have to constantly remind myself lately
do laundry clean me room have to get kitty litter have to also get kitty food oh shoot i also have to get fabric softener or else i cant finish my laundry and i wont be able to wear the black socks with ruffles but wait did i even put those socks in the wash yet i think they may still be in my backpack from the gym oh shoot i still have to go make time to run today but i cant because i was going to meet # for coffee maybe i can go later but i need at least a 2 hour bulk of my time wait that reminds me i should probably get some more shampoo but i should probably shower now and shave my legs before i go get some coffee but wait first i stil have to go buy all that stuff i said i was going to buy i guess i have to do groceries tomorrow instead i still wanted to finish the drawings i was thikning of yesterday before i fell asleep i also want to design a whole collection based on (secret) for tao because i think she would be totally interested since she'd probably never even think twice of using that as an inspiration but it would be so damn good! but i forgot i still need to take apart than panel in the vintage dress for p's video oh shoot the shoot is pretty soon maybe i need to really start on the muslin for the dress what kind of dress should i do i still cant decide man i still want to make that one shirtdress and call jen so she can shoot it .. i cant believe it's already past midnight i guess i can't finish my laundry tonight because i still don't have fabric softener and if i continue the laundry the power might go off since i'm using the a/c computer keyboard night-light and printer. wait , maybe i should turn the printer off and the keyboard im going to try to sleep now because i keep forgetting that i am lacking in sleep and i am always tired the bags under my eyes will never dissappear at this rate i hope i still have enough concealer oh and i have to buy vanessa some bahn mi before going to work tomorrow god, i really hope it doesn't rain tomorrow oh it's a fullmoon tonight, the sky is really bright maybe i can sleep with the lights off tonight oh who am i kidding the most important things i have to remember and keep reminding myself is i have to keep working hard know why im doing what im doing and believe in myself and why i am in rk's army goodnight i will be happi and im going to fly
foto credit by crystal gwyn for L magazine
