the walls + ceilings of a fondue cafe that Remo, Nadine, Dinh & french friends took me to while in Paris.

i was probably the only one very very excited about these handpainted walls.
i have this quote from the book itself in ink
and everytime i see it i feel comfortable in my skin
sometimes i remind myself who i am now
that i am me
but not me from yesterday
not completely







i just came back from the best concert of my life, details to come.

but right now i want to sleep to his music.
and think about nothing but peaceful dreams

foto by fumi nagasaka for dazed&confused

my bed's a spaceship and sometimes i can wake up pretending i wake up to the freshest, cleanest, forest air. sometimes i'm really high up in the air and i jolt because i think i'm falling but i'm just floating. and sometimes im in outerspace and it's the quitest place you've ever imagined. then i wake up and i'm in my bed, but i'm not complaining. it could be worse.

I had a dream that the world was about to end, and people were to survive under umbrellas. some people were already on the path to giving up and they would just lay on the grass with their jacket over their body and face and pretend they are sleeping and hoping not to wake up. and then there were many people fighting over umbrellas. and then you see some people handing out umbrellas. and sharing umbrellas. i was able to find umbrellas (one black, two that were miumiu print) and was going to bring them back for the group of friends i happen to be with. On the way I had given two away to people with desparate eyes. strangers. I had kept the black one close to me. I remember I was looking for someone specifically and I kept walking past him not knowing he was laying down already. I never found him and I eventually ended up losing that umbrella. Or it dissappeared.

anja in yohji yamamoto fall 2006


royal blue velvet....mmmm...

ps inception is highly recommended

so many things he wants to do. he flinches when he sleeps..

(she is wearing tao comme des garcons shoes from ss2010, she said she is "tired of waiting")

dreams 1999 (soho, NY)

"IN A DREAM I SAW

A WAY TO SURVIVE

AND I WAS

FULL OF JOY"

-t.wong



now you can dream forever.

i feel half dead

tao cdg fall 2010

very tired today, and yesterday. and the day before. and the past week. horrible sleeping schedule is happening again.

i mean, for awhile, i was actually being a human being and sleeping at reasonable hours because a thing called work makes you want to actually sleep before midnight. lately, i've been waking up from these ongoing dreams about a person(s). it's completely driving me insane because it's something i'd like to avoid thinking about at all costs when i'm concious, yet it's haunting me while i am trying to get my 6 hours of sleep!! i wake up breathing hard, confused, crying, and/or feeling absolutely horrible.

help me sleep.

wishful thinkings

a few nights ago, i had a dream I was in cdg's studio and i was casually speaking junya and rei. she was draping a piece of cloth on my sleeve and she was really nice.


also, the next night, i had dreamt that jun takahashi walked into the boutique i work at with his daughter and i became bff's with him via japanese conversation on gundam.



if only.