thanks emil and tiff. i stole your fotos and coloured them.

nye was spent , unexpectedly, in san francisco with tiff houman emil and his friends, and met up with the lulu. i wanted to sleep through the new year but that didn't really happen as i hoped. the night was a mixture of brooklyn vibe/vintage-is-the-new-high fashion/grungy/narrow-sf-apts/tecate/jameson/tecate/american apparel/and well, really bad fashion in general. i totally understand now, lulu. it gave me flashbacks of 2008 when the ruffclub was pro-active. (not to be mistaken for parties like the misshapes, those were really good).

well, i have no complaints otherwise.

to 2011.

yohji yamamoto

from dazed&confused japan

can't live

age
so many things i have to constantly remind myself lately

do laundry clean me room have to get kitty litter have to also get kitty food oh shoot i also have to get fabric softener or else i cant finish my laundry and i wont be able to wear the black socks with ruffles but wait did i even put those socks in the wash yet i think they may still be in my backpack from the gym oh shoot i still have to go make time to run today but i cant because i was going to meet # for coffee maybe i can go later but i need at least a 2 hour bulk of my time wait that reminds me i should probably get some more shampoo but i should probably shower now and shave my legs before i go get some coffee but wait first i stil have to go buy all that stuff i said i was going to buy i guess i have to do groceries tomorrow instead i still wanted to finish the drawings i was thikning of yesterday before i fell asleep i also want to design a whole collection based on (secret) for tao because i think she would be totally interested since she'd probably never even think twice of using that as an inspiration but it would be so damn good! but i forgot i still need to take apart than panel in the vintage dress for p's video oh shoot the shoot is pretty soon maybe i need to really start on the muslin for the dress what kind of dress should i do i still cant decide man i still want to make that one shirtdress and call jen so she can shoot it .. i cant believe it's already past midnight i guess i can't finish my laundry tonight because i still don't have fabric softener and if i continue the laundry the power might go off since i'm using the a/c computer keyboard night-light and printer. wait , maybe i should turn the printer off and the keyboard im going to try to sleep now because i keep forgetting that i am lacking in sleep and i am always tired the bags under my eyes will never dissappear at this rate i hope i still have enough concealer oh and i have to buy vanessa some bahn mi before going to work tomorrow god, i really hope it doesn't rain tomorrow oh it's a fullmoon tonight, the sky is really bright maybe i can sleep with the lights off tonight oh who am i kidding the most important things i have to remember and keep reminding myself is i have to keep working hard know why im doing what im doing and believe in myself and why i am in rk's army goodnight i will be happi and im going to fly

foto credit by crystal gwyn for L magazine

john, yoko, holy hill, mermaid hair, and plus some.

the givenchy fall 2010 campaings just in..

sex-y sells. (and they're not naked).


attn: mermaid-jesus hair. yesss

kaiser, being a good kitty (only in fotos)

things not to throw away

(this foto is not from tonight)

blondie

circa winter 2005

a foto taken in a class in freshmen year of Parsons. I remember I was doing a project specifically on Andy Warhol...which may have triggered me to go blonde at that moment. more and more i want to do it! i think i will. i'm one of those people who can't sit in one position for more than 5 minutes in a movie theater. i don't think i'd be able to stick with one hair for over 2 years. i realized i don't need your opinions! but i just hope yoko & the mermaids will approve.

cravings

to go blonde, again.

like wise...

daulmonster

rila

...

along time ago-mermaid-..






i crave blonde. but my friends do not. what do you like, black mermaid hair or platinum blonde mermaid hair?