i feel half dead

tao cdg fall 2010

very tired today, and yesterday. and the day before. and the past week. horrible sleeping schedule is happening again.

i mean, for awhile, i was actually being a human being and sleeping at reasonable hours because a thing called work makes you want to actually sleep before midnight. lately, i've been waking up from these ongoing dreams about a person(s). it's completely driving me insane because it's something i'd like to avoid thinking about at all costs when i'm concious, yet it's haunting me while i am trying to get my 6 hours of sleep!! i wake up breathing hard, confused, crying, and/or feeling absolutely horrible.

help me sleep.

does the noise in my head bother you?

an old friend from japan is visiting so i took her out on a night i should've probably stayed sober and did homework. my pile of work is rather large right now and looks like this week is another no-sleeping week.

fashion week is over in ny. alot of shows were really dry. goodness. i can't wait until paris. we can skip milan.

why is new york feeling like a disgusting sauna these days?


my life right now. can someone send me some more 7stars?

xxx