tao comme des garçons fall 2010

tao comme des garçons fall 2009

gutterpunks , tribal, decoration, and etc.

i did this one last year.
and in the making of a website, i did not want to reveal everything i had drawn.
but now i don't care.
because they are being forgotten in my hard drive.
so say hi to gutterpunk girls in tao.


while i searched thru my harddrive,
i dug up some really old school work as well.
i did some really shitty work back then.
and i also did some better ones too.





i want to be an indulged maniac child again.

it's before 2 am  i feel sleepy actually. 

so i will go to sleep now.

tao comme des garçons fall 2008

girl eating dango and girl eating lollipops.


been on a hiatus of drawing for the last half of 2011.
or so it seemed like.
it seemed like my body shut down
and nothing was exciting.
nothing exciting enough to draw, at least.
a new year is always the best way to restart.

please be good to me, 2012.

tao comme des garçons spring 2008

i want to be her

and

her

and

her

tao comme des garçons spring 2007

right now, i am feeling a bit down.

why?

well,
for many reasons..i am stressed..for many things.
& when it rain it pours.

but one of the reasons:

i think my cat, Hedi, is mad at me.



do you remember the scene in Kiki's Delivery Service, when Kiki's cat Jiji can't speak to her anymore and starts to only understand cat? they have a brief separation..for unknown reason at the time.

i am Kiki right now.


hedi seems so distant.
i can't describe it, it's just different.
i can't figure out why he seems so empty
and angry


it almost feels like when you live with a boyfriend/lover,
and one night, it just feels different laying next to him at night.

tao comme des garcons fall 2009

0508 am.

a very close friend, who i consider family, always watches out for me
and she always says that it's easier to be happy than sad.
i always envy that about her.

Tao Comme des Garcons spring 2010

i'd watched "midnight in paris" tonight by woody allen.
it's such a great film that says..
deal with the present.




or..more so like, accept now.




it's a good reminder for me
because i dwell on the past
and worry for the future
everysingle second of the day.
and then the day is gone.




anyway
go watch it

tao comme des garcons fall 2008, "glittering fantasy" (ughhhh one of my favorite collections from her...)

you can't tell here..but the dress is silver ! the scanner doesn't catch it..










new york heat wave that came out of nowhere, as usual, and as a result killed me for two days.

and i got really sick and could breathe nor speak for a whole minute without sneezing or coughing.

i've gotten super sensitive in the past years i've lived in new york.

either that or my life-style has gotten more hectic and i haven't gotten a time in life to recover from the first time i caught a cold here in 2005.



how is it june eleventh already.  my soymilk keeps expiring before i can drink even half of it.

tao comme des garcons fall 2006

tao comme des garcons spring 2010

tao comme des garcons spring 2010

scanner ain't working
computer's about to break
i'm about to fall asleep



but i cannnnn''''ttttt

tao comme des garcons, spring 2011

casually pink, casually sitting, casually waiting girl.

she ain't happy.

tao comme des garcons, fall 2007

hair suicide

tao comme des garcons, spring 2011

i wanted to wait to post this tao piece, and a few others i've done of her collections, to celebrate the existence of her line that will be no longer. (i'm sure you've all heard). anyway. i'm sad. but i can't do anything about it but to remember it. so here.





i notice lately that when i do these blog posts that i purge, like, 10 posts at a time. and then not post for 10 days. i am terribly sorry for the inconsistency.

but i think that's how my life is.

tao comme des garcons fall 2009


i managed to pass out uber early today at 10pm and woke up few hours later.

now im awake in the midst of some intense ice age snow globe action going on since yesterday in the a.m.

it's almost 5am today.

tao fall 2010

never enough tao

tonight i am home at night time
with hedi
he sleeps in the corner
while i lay on my corner
and i hear ryuichi playing piano so softly eeriely
and everything is pretty quiet
i can even hear hedi breathing

it is nice, to not have to speak to anyone

tao fall 2010 ensembles..

crisp air fall is here (i think at least for today it is)

tokyodolls at junya, elegant miss honey at tao and darkness at comme.

another fantastic season for all three.
they get my heart racing
and nervous
and happy
and awe
and uncomfortable
and nostalgic
and soobsessedwitheverything
and scared
and breathless
and not blinking and too much concentration
and goosebumps
and emotional
every single time

(so much magic)

wearing tao cdg fall 2008 t-shirt

stripes are so gorillaz...ilavit