11 June 2009
i woke up this morning at 8:30am to the loud construction outside!! electric saw machines are way worse than jackhammers. it's super annoying...& want to sleep, but i can't.
for the past two hours, i've been thinking about my thesis (because i like to linger to things of the past) and i am thinking about how much better it could've been. i think when you are in a class full of kids who were going for the same goal, you get brainwashed, pressured, influenced, and you forget what you really want to do. so i am a bit sad, & a bit more focused than i was 9 months ago, but what can i do.