23 April 2009
for the few seconds of happiness
a girl i know told me she almost cried when she saw my presentation last friday. when she told me i almost felt like crying. it completely reminded me why i am doing what i'm doing. like when i was 13 i would read fashion magazines from kinokuniya, my jaw would drop when i saw comme des garcons , yohji, westwood, and galliano, i would just go home and draw for hours. and then i would beg my mum if i can take art classes but she never let me.
i mean, most of the time, especially after so much emotionalphysicalandmental brain damage that the school's curriculumn has made me go through, i feel like NOT pursuing in fashion because it drives me insane. insane! it's nasty, this industy. but if my works makes people feel happy, or sad, or mad (that's happened this year..haha) or just like.. inspired for one second that's more than i can ask for. sounds so cheezy. who knows if i'll 'make it' out there, i can only dream so much. but hopefully i'll just move peeople to do things. and p.s. when people tell me they love my drawing and i have no idea why..but they love it, it just kills me. in a good way of course. so thank you to people who keep me going. ありがとう！