18 September 2008
'time wounds all heals'
these are from the new vogue hommes japan magazine i picked up today. pretty much amazing.
being nocturnal isn't so natural to me anymore. i'm so deadbeat everyday from school, what is going onnnn. right now is 2:24 which is past my favorite hour of the night. but after 2 i start to work slower, i smoke every 20 minutes, and my a.d.d kicks in five times as harder. i can't sew right now, but i must or i fail. it sucks to be blood type a. i try to achieve much higher than i can mentally physically handle.
i also like to sleep at 2ish because i can see the moon from my bed. (very rare in nyc)
but i'd like to seriously get some more sleep. i discovered that my memory is worse now not because of, lets say substances, but because of lack of sleep. i also get sleep paralysis alot and i can't tell if i'm awake or asleep or zombie-ing out or delirious or all of the above.
another random thought. i think cats are always drugged out.