it's hard to always be me
what i mean is
i'm always me
but it's hard to keep a smile when you don't feel it
or have to talk about pointless things when you don't wanna say anything
or be in situation to laugh at your friends stories,
which in fact must be interesting, but you have no energy
and lately i feel i'm always missing a piece
and i cant stand straight, like i'm missing some toes
or see straight,
or hear right
mostly, i don't know where my light is
things just zoom right past me.
and i don't even care.
must be phase.