24 April 2012
it always has to do with something that happened before
you are you now because of before
but can't really move forward unless you move from that.
you mean to live now,
only for now,
because the second before and the second after,
you shouldn't worry about.
i can only act this way because i want it to change from the past
i can only act this way because i want it to change for the future
i need someone to believe in me
but before that
i need to do it myself.
i hate thinking about things in the midst of the night/morning.
isn't it so weird that i feel like i live two days in one?
because i feel like after the day job is over, it starts all over, 3 hours later.