mermaid hair

have you ever felt like you finally escaped the fog
and you finally found the end of the tunnel?

i was away for one week,
one week only.
one busy busy week. ( i even got sick )

something happened to me when i came back..


do you feel like you don't feel like yourself anymore.
of whatever and whoever consumed your body the past few months
is gone?



i swear,
something dead , or deadly . poisonous. was in me that past few months.
it's not the first time i felt like i've drowned before i started to swim,
but i feel good,
i feel like i'm floating now,
and want to swim faster.