09 October 2011


she is wearing Comme des Garçons Homme Plus spring 2012








so i just came back from paris, two days ago
i am completely dehydrated
but i am so happy to be with hedi.
and so happy with my bed. 
it's before midnight and i think i can fall asleep.
jetlag might cure my insomnia.


so
on the plane i watched a few movies. 
of course , because i cannot sleep on the plane.
and on the way there i had seen sourcecode and the beaver back to back.
it freaked me out because they both had special taglines in the film in which they kept repeating.

"everything is going to be all right"

tell me everything is going to be all right.
and in one movie it was a happy ending.
everything was all right in the end.
the other one kept saying

"everything is going to be all right"

"but sometimes things are not"

and sometimes will never could be all right.


sometimes it seems...that
superficial happiness could be happier than real life forced happiness.


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