you used to never be like this
i can't help but be me
whoever that is for the moment
some people cannot be helped
because of stubbornness
which also cannot be helped
unless they want to change
so why don't you want to change?
im afraid of it
it happens too often
i dont even know what i am to begin with
but whoever i was before isn't exactly here anymore
people can disappear
people in your life can disappear
because people get tired of taking care of others since they are so stubborn to change
it appears to be selfish.
it is. but they don't mean to be.
anyway, they disappear.
what do you mean they disappear,
it makes no sense
people are there.
i guess i did
and can't bring myself to be here
nor there anymore