it makes me nervous when the days fly by , and i can't even keep track of what day and month it is. and the every day that goes by i want to do so many things but there's not enough hours in the day. there's not enough energy - i'm so drained and so dried up. i'm so thirsty. and i am just dreaming of the day when i finally get there. i dream about it everyday but by then maybe i will have used up all my time.