a moment from the standard/le bain bathroom. i think i enjoy it more than the dancefloor.
i had visitors living in my room since the beginning of the month and yesterday i fell asleep alone. not to mention, it was fashionweak and i am so burnt out somehow. it's actually the first season i didn't go to real shows...yet i am so tired i could do nothing for a long long time.
i am usually alone in my room, with my cat. and it's usually the only time i can get to do nothing. and so, i actually get a little anxious and restless when people stay with me. in the end i actually think their presence saves me from going crazy because i am a person who think too much. when i think too much when i'm by myself..ohboy.
but everytime it's the same thing. the moment they leave, the empty room is much more quieter than it was before and i get drown in this deep deep deep silence . so much it drives me crazy.
and then i thought yesterday before i fell asleep that i bet people die of lonliness.
i had visitors living in my room since the beginning of the month and yesterday i fell asleep alone. not to mention, it was fashionweak and i am so burnt out somehow. it's actually the first season i didn't go to real shows...yet i am so tired i could do nothing for a long long time.
i am usually alone in my room, with my cat. and it's usually the only time i can get to do nothing. and so, i actually get a little anxious and restless when people stay with me. in the end i actually think their presence saves me from going crazy because i am a person who think too much. when i think too much when i'm by myself..ohboy.
but everytime it's the same thing. the moment they leave, the empty room is much more quieter than it was before and i get drown in this deep deep deep silence . so much it drives me crazy.
and then i thought yesterday before i fell asleep that i bet people die of lonliness.
