by emmy park, nyc 2010

06:18 now

this is a problem

all fotos by wayne liu

what fills empty-ness?

is blue sky with no clouds empty? or is sky filled with clouds ,but only white, more empty?

i feel like the sky that's so grey and no colour with so much clouds and actually also filled with rain and snow and sometimes lightening and sometimes black birds. so many things in the sky but doesn't look bright at all.

i have serious not sleeping problems.

i had all these various plans for thanksgivings, but i ended up eating at a morrocan restaurant with zon because we were both feeling 1-indifferent 2-not particularly hyphy... haha. i just want to be with my fam.

tiffa. we ate ramen before she left for the bay.

i pulled out all these fortunes i found at tiff/alana's kitchen. this one was my favorite:

“The one who would be in constant happiness must frequently change.”

i stand by this 110%.

a foto from late summertime. i found this with junya in brooklyn, where i rarely go visit.

sleeplesshair

split in the middle like a split personality

people are yelling outside

they are fighting in the middle of the street at 3:47 a.m.

i slept 4 hours 3 days ago

2 hours 2 days ago

0 hours 1 day ago

i'll try to get some sleep tonight but i'm afraid i won't wake up

xxx