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ive been hiding myself from you

and i'm quiet now because i can't tell you anything anymore.


please visit tumblr's and web.
at least we can still be friends this way.

how do you know which feeling is real

for me
it's hard to always be me
what i mean is
i'm always me
but it's hard to keep a smile when you don't feel it
or have to talk about pointless things when you don't wanna say anything
or be in situation to laugh at your friends stories,
which in fact must be interesting, but you have no energy




and lately i feel i'm always missing a piece
and i cant stand straight, like i'm missing some toes
or see straight,
or hear right
or something

mostly, i don't know where my light is
.
things just zoom right past me.
and i don't even care.




must be phase.

after work foto by sho

at work

god this is awful